Bye Bye

It reads, 

I meet u when i was so small, 
that,
I dun even remember when,
We grew up accidentally together in the same class,
Talking about the same topic,
Laugh for the same joke,
Gossip about the same person,
Hanging out to the same place,

Meet u again another year,
then,
I wanted to meet u again another day,
I missed you when i was absent only for a day,
The another day,
I couldn't stop talking to you about my fever,
You became so important suddenly,that,
I am concerned bout how are you doing today, 

6years past 
another 5years we hang around,
Tears,
Laughters,
Cold wars,
Argument,
Hatred,
Betrayers, 
It all became meaningless at this point of separation, 
No matter what lies ahead,
Deep in my heart, you are always the old nice gud gud friends.~~ 

Bye bye High School Hood~

Written by me on Monday, 14 December 2009. To all my ex-high-school friends!!!

@LeButterfly.Co

無我

                                                        

第一次接觸到佛法應該是在三四年級，因爲上了四年級我們就要選擇society。 但真正開始了解到佛陀應該是在六年級。那時因爲家裏有好幾本關於佛法及開悟的書而且有幾本是用漫畫的方式來解釋所以就開始越讀越感興趣。 了解了佛陀的歷史，佛法(Dharma)。雖然戒掉多數的坏習慣但離真正的開悟，還真的很遠。。。 記得有個假和尚想要殺了佛陀霸去佛陀在印度那時的影響力。 那個假和尚用了很多詭計還是殺不死佛陀，到最後他放了一個野大象沖向正在睡擇的佛陀。可是佛陀在最後一刻起身看則那個大象，大象竟然停了下來。 後來，又讀到在泰國緬甸那裏有個和尚用常用的山路去一個地方，太陽下山后便在森林裏坐擇修行。突然就有個老虎在他的身邊繞了一圈竟然躺了在離和尚不遠的地方聼和尚chanting。到了早上老虎就不在了。讀了這些讓自己想了好久。。。我能像那位和尚嗎？ 長大后，開始讀Osho 的書， 好深奧，需要反復的讀出來才能了解。那時就覺得，人生的道理不能只靠修行，也需要智慧。但需要反復的去接觸。


     從開始接觸佛陀，對日常需要的要求也沒那麽高，不在意是否擁有名牌，亮麗的衣裳或昂貴的物品，盡量時時刻刻要記得無我，希望有一天能夠徹徹底底的了解，why i am here for?也發現，這句非常出名的句子*色即使空，空即使色* 的含義非常的多和深。後來，讀了一些關於孔子對生活的看法，非常清楚地記得有一個故事關於三個非常優秀的秀才,述説他們看了很多書,認爲自己了解了何謂*真正的人生*, 所以年級輕輕畢業后就在鄉下非常清淡的過生活,也不去求功名,爭取名利賺錢還是找個心意的女人. 你覺得如何呢? 那時看了之後沒有覺得什麽因爲在佛法來看,他們這麽做沒什麽不對. 可是,在故事的結尾,那本書寫說孔子對這三個人的看法....影響我很深..至今還緊緊地依靠那句話. 孔子曰; 他們是剛剛開花的樹木,應該去感受人生的喜怒哀樂,壓力,困境,快樂,愛情. 感受過了才過個清淡的生活才能說你活過了.....讀到這裡我想起了佛陀在修行前他是個王子,有錢,英俊,有老婆,孩子,可以呼喚風雨...他感受過了高高在上,才去感受那以前絕食的修行到中道修行.....


色即使空，空即使色...並不是叫你立刻成僧,丟開一切,而是先去了解什麽是色,然後跟著佛法慢慢了解爲何色=空...列如;


爲何佛陀立下rule that forbid monks to have physical contacts with female? So does that mean because a monk cant touch gurls, he can dont save the gurl that is in danger? I hope thats not what you are thinking because thats definitely not Buddha's intention. The rules that Buddha had set up is to help a person towards Nirvana. To forbid contact with female is to hope that it will help the monk to give up the desire and lust towards sex and couple love. If a monk or a person has erased and let up lust and desire, he is free to hold hands or hug a female...why not? To reach Nirvana the first thing that a person should never do is HIDE his feelings. Hiding is the worst and biggest obstacle in the way. It is because if you hide, you din show it infront of others, you might hide it from others but you can never hide it from yourself because deep down you know it is in you. Yet, you are afraid of showing that selfish, ugly, true identity of yours...that would definitely not bringing you to Nirvana.. So the 1st thing a person should do is face his true feeling and find a way to reduce and let go only that will lead hiim to nirvana. Buddhism is of one and only religion in this world that have never occur any blood shedding within each other. Although there are alots of different way of interpreting Dharma but not a blood has ever been shed because of that. well theres alot of thing I could talk bout but ....C.Thinking test is tomorrow so....STUDY TIME CYA!!

Scared

Frustration showers the land,
Cowardliness sprouting like flowers in the summer,
Uncertainty blooms so beautifully,that
People could not resist its attraction,

Determination is lost,
Courages flees,
Strength fading,

The kingdom of yours are swarmed with fears
People lost their beliefs in you,
Your people flees,
What could you do.

                                                                                                        

Sun gives energy,
Energy gives life,
Life gives challenges,
Challenges challenge Success and Failure,

Two roads diverged,
Failure runs to the road less grassy and bushes,
Success stops at the fork and looks back,

A furious fight between the chasing dog and Success,
Covered with bloods and wounds, Success wins.
At the end of the road,
Failure wins himself but lost Success...

I hope you can see the moral of this short short story..